Even Now

Fell in love at first sight of the hole you were wedged in…
and I continue an attempt to escape even now.

Falling is natural but your love is beyond the skies
with an influence as powerful as the right hand of God…
for the immobile state I was in, I wished to remain in…
with you.

Stepped in the large crater of affection and
spilled all my emotion to try and replace the pain again,
that which you and I both have been in.

Yet, what rose from the gravel
was a frightened shadow of myself…
determined to prove the opposite
of what was legitimate.

Equipped with the Sword of Doubt,
my shadow impaled simplicity with unpredictability.
Our Trust was lacerated, and our Love evaporated.

Seems you made it out ok…

But I remain in the darkness with Pain.

I’m bound,
bound by the tendencies
of past relationships and inconsistencies…
and continue an attempt to escape even now.