UPS & downs

the effect of her essense could be compared to the winding path leading to heaven: abnormally abstract yet influential in it's elegance. she smiles and weakness shoots from my heart to my knees while butterflies flutter around inside me. with my heart opened as she stays, my words are taken away. a feeling she revives everytime...and still she's not mine.

could it be more than expected, that which you've rejected? although i strive to change your mind, i know i couldn't effect it: your decision on our exchanging of affection. shouldn't it be me in your fantasy of a romance you continue to grant no chance to? determination on both parts and dedication from the start shall continue open up our eyes and hearts...hopefully.